Like most folks that park as they enter the Shadelands Ranch Museum, I glance as I walk by a chimney and brick patio and wonder , what is that?
Overtime the “pile of bricks” became for me like a person living on a cliff above the ocean who has seen the sunset a thousands times that now that person is blind to the sunset’s explosive and at other times subtle displays.
Recently the ruin jumped up and ran toward me.
I heard it coming.
i turned around and saw it dusty red hand reach out for me.
I tried to run but i have old legs.
attacked and grabbed me
Now It clings to me like an old red , dusty and heavy coat.
In the car I tried to take it off.
Couldn’t
At home, I dragged it inside and tried hang it in the hall closet.
Couldn’t.
I wore at dinner, in the evening.
i wore it reading a book.
I slept in it,.
We sat together at breakfast the next morning.
I wear it for two days..
This red, dusty and heavy coat is pushy, sassy and rude.
It talks to me and taunts me with provocative questions night and day
It speaks loudly and it is hoarse.
i suspect, it hasn’t spoken for ages and is very impatient.
What would you do if you were constantly bombarded with sentences?, like:
“Na, Na, Na, Bet, you don’t know what i was.”
“Honey, you should have seen me in my prime?”
“I bet you’re too dumb to find out, huh?”
Finally at he end of my second day of being “geezernapped”, it shouted, “The only way to get my coat off is to rip it off piece by piece with new discoveries, smarty pant. ”
Well, even as a small kid growing up, I hated challenges from some big bully much older then me.
This bully ” pile of bricks” must be a hundred.
So, what did I do?
I explored.
Now, the red, dusty and heavy coat is lighter but not completely off.
It has high standards to be totally removed.
Gratefully, the sass is silenced for the moment.
But, i know like any bully, “the pile of bricks” , awaits ready to attack me once more.
So, every time I drive and park beside it., across from it or in the back by the barn. if i don’t keep busy, it will become the provocature I hate and fear.
So, i must collect more datum and like a local cultural anthropologist , i will try to be up to the challenge but I need a crew.
i need a team helping with research.
Perhaps someone out there can help me but be warned, if you do, you may be forced done the sassy and rude coat, too.
The pile of bricks is relentless
As a poet once wrote,” hope springs eternal from the human breast”
So, when I walked upstairs to the History Room, two stories above” the pile of bricks” now, laying exhausted and silenced, a stones throw from Ygnacio Valley Road in front of the Penniman House and Shadelands Museum, and i began i discovered some facts .
Thanks to Audrey Veregge, Sheila and Judd Rogstad and Sylvia Ortlieb the ruins and the relic’s mysteries begins to unravel.
Yet. like the old chimney with its see through plastic girdle, there’s still much to be desired.
Here’s what we know so far:
1. It as a summer house.
2. Carrie Penniman loved it. (Who wouldn’t when it was 110 degrees and August sizzled inside her redwood framed house.)
3. It had lots of windows and vines covering most of the bricks.
4. Some of the bricks by the chimney look like adobe.
5. Two Eagle Scouts attempted to renovate it. ( Now one is a local doctor and i may have his current phone number .)
But since another poet and sage said, “A picture is worth a thousand words” , look below:
So, I know something more but not enough and my ruin of dreams and my exploration of new discoveries continues.
Can you help?
i know the pile of bricks is anxious and impatient to be restored to its former glory.
As, i pass, it shouts at me, "Hurry. i ' m dying here!'
So if you have additional information or want to help silence the pile the bricks except for words of praise of a job well done, call me at 925-280-1998 before my life becomes a steady stream of complaints and erupts with new words filled with red, dusty and old hoarse words filled with ancient challenges of rudeness.




